Just want to shout...

ahhhh...
I'm very emo now, please allow me to shout as loud as I can.
I'm exhausted, I'm tired, but...I feel lonely, I feel moody, so..please allow me to shout.
I've control it since I finished my work today.

I was wondering why I work at the place that far from my house, til I face the trouble in transport til I face the difficulties to go home early?

I envy those who can drive home after work, I envy those who overtime but still manage to take the shortest time to reach their home.

Why?

Why must I stuck in the traffic jam for 3 hours on the road that just need to take 30 mins?
Why must I count for 3 hours to reach my house which is just 30 minutes car drive from my office? arrhhhh....

Why????
ahhhhh....